This is for you

At night it came and jumped into my  bed, stayed next me and said nothing. He was looking at my face or that's what I thought at that moment. Suddenly I could hear his  breathing. His  smell was sweet. When he touched me I could feel the  tenderness of his heart. I tried to open my eyes but they were heavy, I tried to talk but my tongue was so tied that I was speechless. I wanted to see him. It came to my mind that it was you. Yeah you came that night and stayed next to me, silence had to many words that I could not put them in order. You came and I asked myself ; What took you so much? You promised to come, you promised to call. I apologize for being so rude. I want you to talk to me clearly. I want you to be honest. Do you still love me? Do you still think of me everynight? Do you look upon the sky and talk to our shining start? I do. I love you more than ever, there hasnt been a day in which I dont think of you, and I go crazy when the  fog  covers our star. Now I am making no sense. But I know you came that night, I know you jumped into my bed and  watched me sleep. I wanna hold you, I wish you had stayed longer, till the twilight had announced a new day, but  you vanished so quickly. I didnt  have time to kiss you or hug you. I want to phone you but I know  you wont be there I wont to email you but I know there wont be any answer. Are you upset with me? Is this over? If so, let me know, maybe you came that night to say  farewell or  maybe you came that night to light up my hopes. I want to see through your glaze and smile deeply. I want you to surprise. I want you to call me like in the old days. I dont want part of your past. Please come again, any night, talk to me and I will listen carefully to the  music of  your voice. Come  please come!

this message is to the man who made laugh

who made me care for me and for other

who made me enjoy every sec

who showed me the world

who was there for me and I was for him

but above all, the one who showed me to undestard words beyond their semantical meaning

I love you

This  is  for you ! I keep the promise !